i just want you to know that i still think about you.

you may be gone forever but that doesn't mean you aren't still on my mind.

you will never read this, you can't, but i still care, i still hurt, i still love.

it doesn't matter that you will never see this, as long as i have it written down i will always remember.


i wonder, does it rain up in heaven as it does here on earth? when we have cloudy days do you have cloudy days? or is your heaven a faraway and exotic place? does your heaven always have sun? are you young, are you old, or are you as you were when you left?

but mostly i wonder, and is there room for me in your heaven? i hope that there is, i hope you remember. because there is a place for you in my heaven.

i still love you. and i always will.

and i just hope that you still know that.