I missed him today, and I also realized today that I will miss him for the rest of my life. and I have decided that that is not a bad thing. because he was wonderful, and for him not to be missed would be a horrible thing.

I found his nameplate the other day, in the tack room, stuck behind some other papers. my guess is Jamie put it there so I wouldn't be upset when I saw it. so I took it, and I put it in my truck, I put it on the sun visor, because I don?t have a mirror, and so now, whenever the sun gets in my eyes, and I have to flip it down I will think of him.

He will forever be in my heart, as I hope I was in his.

and now it makes me so incredibly happy that i can smile when i think of him... because he would hate for me to cry...

with everyday comes another adventure... and i am ever so grateful for that...

love always,

katie