Thursday, September 30, 2004

its funny how we seemingly "forget" things as time goes by. its like life gets running so fast that sometimes you cant catch up, and all of those things that were thinking about yesterday are blown away in the whirlwind of today. things are ever changing, and always moving forward.

and its not that you forget things. its more of, eventually you forget to remember about things that used to constantly occupy your mind. you dont forget about them all together, you just dont think about it as much. life gets in the way of your memories, and leaves you constantly running, moving, thinking, living, leaving little time to remember.

like major. 18 days from today it will be one year. one year ago.

i miss him. i used to miss him everyday. now it is only on lonely nights when i have time to sit down and think that i miss him.

and its not that i forget. i simply forget to remember sometimes.

but i still miss him. and i always will.

its just sometimes i forget to remember. :-/

1 Comments:

Blogger loo said...

You silly girl. You can't forget to remember. You just forget or you just remember.
In this case, you certainly haven't forgotten dear. You just remember a tiny bit everyday- I'm sure of it- even if subconsciously.

:) I miss you a lot.
like a lot a lot.

9:52 PM  

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