today was a perfect fall day to go on a drive to nowhere, with no real destination... just to go for the drive.

but there was no one for me to drive with. and to drive around alone on a perfect fall day like today would be rather depressing. usually i like to drive alone, but tuesday is a sad day to be alone.

especially because that is just another thing that reminds me of you, and how we used to always go out on tuesdays, because i never had to work tuesdays. it was the day we usually went up to marshall farms, and watched the ostriches and ate caramel apples, or went out to buy a new cd. or just drove. because it was always easiest to talk in the car. and we always had something to talk about.

and today, a tuesday, and a perfect day to go on a drive, i stayed in, and was sad.

some days are more lonely than others with you gone. and there is no replacing you, because it simply cannot be done.

but i want to find someone to drive with me on tuesdays. someone to talk too. because otherwise, the afternoon gets rather long and lonesome.

especially on such a beautiful day like today.