i am near sighted. not in the sense that i need glasses or contacts or have blurred vision. but when it comes to the future i have trouble seeing too far ahead.

i question the road im traveling constantly, and that makes me uneasy. i wonder why i cannot be satisfied with the now to the point of complacency. is there something in this big picture i am missing? i thought i had it covered.

constantly trying to figure it out makes my head spin, and makes me think i shouldnt try so hard, maybe i should just let things flow and happen.

i can be carefree for a while.... right?

the big decision is done with. now it is time to just breathe.

lets float through till graduation, and enjoy our time together, the little time we have left.