i fell in love once, strange how love works. i still fall in love every time i see you too. again and again and again. it is amazing i think, how one person can evoke such a strong emotion everytime, all the time. but the love i have now for you is different.

i fell in love with you once, and thought that if i were older we could get married, because i would never get sick of you, and because you bring out the best in me, and make me work harder and better than i have ever worked in my life.

and then you fell in love with her, and i fell in love with the idea of you two together.

and i love it more than i ever loved just you alone.
because that is real, and that is true, and fathomable. we were a silly dream.

love sometimes seems like a silly dream. where does it start and where does it end, and what is true, and what will fade? why do our hearts play these games?

whatever will be will be.

because why close your heart off, when it can make you feel far more alive than ever before?