everytime we go out i try to remember to bring a camera, because i want to remember these moments and these people, some of them so new, and yet so comfortable its like they have been there always. i want to remember your face when i go away, because although you won't change in a million ways i know you will change. our idea of fun as we describe it is something quite different from the ordinary, and i hope that never changes.

a good friend of mine keeps on telling me that i should never change. and i dont plan on changing that much, but everything changes, and i am scared of what college will bring. i am excited and scared and nervous, and afraid to let go.

i am mostly afraid that when i come back i wont fit into our closely knit circle. and that is something i never want to lose. call me selfish, but i love it, just as much as i love all of you.