sometimes i think it is easier to pretend to be strong, and think you are ok, when on the inside everything is falling... just the thought that tommorow will be better can sometimes get you through the day... even if tommorow wont be better...

every second of every minute of every hour of every day seems to get shorter and shorter where there is a time schedual such as this... and i dont want tommorow to come... and on top of all of that i seem to be always waiting, never doing anything about it...

my heart is running away from the inevitable, and my mind is staying grounded...

much love,

katie