It hurts her sometimes, I can see it in her eyes. She doesn't have the answers to everything, and most of the time this does not bother her, but not this. this causes her eyes to glaze over, and a far away look come across her face.

I wish I could tell her all the answers, and make everything alright. Because a pretty face like that looking so sad is a horrible thing, it just breaks my heart.

she doesn't have all the answers because she is too afraid to find them... They are right there in front of her, they have been there for awhile, but she is just too afraid to ask. I have never seen someone so curious about something, when it is right there and still do nothing about it... You can see she is just itching to ask...

Like if there was a brown paper bag in the fridge, and your mom told you not to look in it because it was a surprise, and all you wanted to do is look in that bag, but at the same time you wanted it to be a surprise so you don't want to look... That kind of itching, that kind of desire to know...

And it hurts her at the same time.

It hurts her all the time...

Not knowing....


Just sometimes it gets to her more than others. And that is the saddest I have ever seen her... It really breaks my heart.