with the weather in new england constantly changing the only thing a girl can depend on around here is just that, change...

with the changing seasons, and the sky not sure if it is spring or winter i find myself confused, having trouble sleeping, and feeling constantly too busy.

its not that i dont want to see everyone, i do, oh i do soo much. but there are too many demands. too much pressure. and it hurts me not seeing everyone just as much as it may or may not hurt you.

sometimes i fear, this shore is stretched too thin. but then again, i would never trade any of these so called "burdens" for the world. so just give me a little bit to breathe. i didnt forget. ill never forget. not on purpose anyways.