because i am tired and my best friend has secrets that i think i should know about but i have been too sleepy to wait around and hear about. some best friend i am.

sometimes i wish i was more spontaneous, like i could have the ability to pick up and leave and show up at someone's door and have them run away with me for awhile. because wouldnt that be a nice surprise? i know i would probably go if someone came to my door. but still that decision making thing has always been a hindrance for me and continues to be. i should get up off my butt and do something about it, just like i should start exercising everyday.

i cant always be right, but i pride myself on my ability to read people and what is going on in their lives. and for the first time in a long time im not sure how to read this one. i have been paying too much attention to everything else going on with me lately that the details have eluded me. i hate being selfish. busy, that is alright, but i feel downright selfish on this one, and im not sure why.

happy thursday morning --- world. how are you today?