she is lonely and sad, and wants more than anything to go for a walk in the sunshine. she is wearing clothing that doesnt belong to her, and that makes her feel loved and special, but still alone.

flowers make her smile, and hearing the birds chirping makes her laugh out loud. she wants to be loved, and wants to love. but she is afraid to let her heart go, because to have it broken is something she is so afraid of it makes her cry sometimes.

she wants to be liked by everyone, and she hates to fight. sometimes she says things that she doesnt mean, and doesnt know how to take them back.

when she hurts she keeps it to herself for the most part. she doesnt want anyone else to deal with what she thinks is often trivial, but usually important.

if she trusts you she complains to you. she hates herself for doing it, but only people who truly care know when something is wrong.

she hates complaining. she hates herself sometimes. sometimes she says things that she doesnt mean, and hurts later because of it. sometimes she feels like the biggest hypocrite in the world, and she hates herself even more for that, because she hates above all else hypocritical people.

she hates it when people tell her she is wrong, even though she knows it is good for her. she is incredibly stubborn, and incredibly committed to being right all the time.

she isnt right all the time. sometimes she says things that she doesnt mean.

sometimes she says things that she doesnt mean, and she is very sorry about that.

she loves flowers, and the sound of birds chirping makes her laugh. she likes to drive fast with the windows down and the music loud. she wants to go for a walk, and she wants to be alone, but at the same time she wants someone to walk with. someone to hold her hand, someone to tell her she is wrong, someone who will understand, someone who will fight with her when she is wrong. someone who won't give up too easily, because to let her win all the time is wrong.

she wants to go for a walk and see flowers so she can smile, and hear the birds chirping so she can laugh, and feel the warmth of the sunshine so she can feel alive, and be able to love, and to know that everything is all right.