her eyes widen, and he voice gets a little more excited as she tells me about her friends and her amazing trip, and what she wants to do with the rest of her life... it is so varied and so amazing it floors me. and then i feel lucky because i am the one sitting next to her on the bus, i am the one visiting her at her school. i am the one that she wants to open a barn with someday. and that makes me feel pretty special.
we run through the city on a quiet friday night, having our own little adventures, which are much funnier when you were there, accomplishing all the missions of the night but the one that we set out to do, and having fun along the way.
as we walk through the common and watch people skating i wonder if there will ever be enough time to do everything that you want to do. i hope that you find the time, because you have such a wonderful list of ambitions. how can you help the world, while improving youself at the same time? you are amazing, and make me think that i am going about life in all the wrong ways.
i am still so naive.
i dont know who to thank, but thank you for blessing me with such wonderful friends to help me find my path.
thanks danny. not only do you amaze me... but you ARE amazing... ;-)
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um...not as amazing as you...i feel just as lucky to have gotten to know you and someday we will do everything we have ever wanted because that's just the kind of people we are! ps. i'm just as naive as you!
someone once told me that things don't come out how you plan, how you dream, how you want them too...and I for a moment was very depressed and coudn't believe why else there would be a reason to live...I then realized that it's okay to dream, it's okay to plan, it's okay to want, because those things make up who we are...my dreams, my plans, my wants all change, but they change because I found new ones as I was chasing old ones.
So I decided that so what if I don't get to do all I want, plan or dream, but I do know that I wouldn't have gotten this far with out those dreams, plans and desires. They are very much a part of me and who I am despite the fact that many if not all of them will never happen.
So don't be afraid to dive in somewhere, let go of home, reach for what you really want, and if you fail, you'll prolly be too busy with new dreams to even realize that you didn't get what you wanted in the first place, AND ended up with something better.
So dream big, plan alot, and want anything and everything, sometimes it's not good to think rationally all the time, let go and let this thing we call life take you away! far away so that when you do look back you see something that not even the weatherman could have predicted.
Chase dreams, follow plans, go after what you want, it's soooo worth it!
~ love you!
I'm glad you had fun last weekend
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