i want to run through golden fields with the sun kissing my face and arms and legs and hair... i want to be done with this incredibly depressing dark and rainy winter. i am so uninspired to do anything right now. i've stopped going to the gym, stopped really caring about class.... i still do the work, but i really don't give a shit. like really, and it sucks. i am so tired of this crappiness.

i want a reason to smile everyday, and life, while yes it is wonderful, and should be reason enough to smile everyday, i so yourn for the sun to kiss my face, and for spring to peak its head around the corner, for flip-flops and t-shirts, and no more puddles and ice and rain.

how far do i have to have to go to get to you?

in the mean time i will try to surround myself with sunshine here, and try to inspire myself to want to make wonderful grades, for myself and for the future.


many the miles....