knowing what you want and wanting what you know can be completly different things.

today was short, there was a great deal of tip-toeing.... i dont like walking on tip toes... it makes me nervous, and makes my stomach get all tight and twisty.

i made you feel uncomfortable, which i hate. i could see it in the way you were standing, and the way you were talking even too fast for you. because you tend to talk really fast.

i wish i didnt make you feel that way. i wish conversation was easy, and flowing.

im sorry if i disappointed you. you are one of the last people in the world i would want to disappoint.

life takes us down different paths... i hope ours can keep crossing.

the sun sets and rises on a new day and a chill is in the air. summer is coming to a close and the crisp feel of autumn is in the air.

i wake up every morning to the slanted light across my blue bed and the soft tounge of a puppy happily jumping on my bed.. he is by far the best alarm clock i have found. i hate to disappoint and always open my eyes with a smile. he responds best to smiles. yesterday was my last morning with that alarm. back to clocks and chimes. back to school.

i fell unsure sometimes about the future. i wonder if i am in the right place. at the right school. comfortable is not always the best place to be. i change my mind everyday about what i want to do, but my passion is unwaivering. what would you like to be on this monday morning?

the future is what you make it. only you can change your own stars.

i wish i was better at that change thing...