i have always had a hard time moving on and letting go. always, no matter how good i think or know it may be for me, i am a girl that enjoys the familiar. i am not a fan of change.

dont get me wrong, i am always up for an adventure or excitement, but usually in the company of those i am familiar with, those i am close with... the people that make me feel safe.

we dont talk anymore. ever really. we dont have anything in common anymore really, actually i dont know if we do or not, because we dont talk. sometimes i am glad, i feel like i am better off this way. but sometimes it just hurts.

there wasnt so much separation until i left. and then it all fell apart. as much as we may have tried in the beginning to keep it together in the end it didnt really work... and the time in between when we would talk became longer and longer.

now it is like we are strangers. strangers with a history, but strangers none-the-less.

Can you teach me about tomorrow
All the pain and sorrow
Running free
But tomorrow's just another day
And I don't believe in

Time is wasting
Time is walking
You ain't no friend of mine
I don't know where i'm goin'
I think I'm out of my mind
Thinking about time
-h&tbf