Tragedy. one of those strangely awful things that can bring people together in less than an instant and also have the ability to tear them apart.

it is quite funny the things that roll through your mind when in the midst of it all. the people that you feel the need to confide in. the moments you remember, you relive, you reactivate. the people you do call, the people you don't, and the reasons why.

the person that is there holding you up when the world is crashing down around you in that moment where for just a bit up is down and down is up, and right is always wrong.

sometimes i think we get lucky. sometimes i think there just might be someone else watching out for us. or maybe that just the way things are supposed to be. we really do control our own destiny. however, sometimes it's nicer to think that maybe we can't control everything.

who knows... i think the other day though, there really was someone out there watching over us.

and i for one would just like to say, thank you.