you know, it's funny really, how we can bounce in and out of these routines, and life in general. one day we live here, the next there and after a few hours it seems like we never left home. it is a different home, and a different set of faces, but i like different, and i need different sometimes to keep myself sane. sometimes i wish different didnt mean being so far away, but then again i suppose if i was closer, well then, it wouldnt be all that different. so we take what we can get in this world and we make the most out of it. or at least i try to, sometimes i worry that you dont. but what can you do, sometimes all you can do is try yourself, and that will have to do.