while there lies a short list of similarities between us, it is the sea of differences that seems to keep us together, or rather, coming back for more.
it has been at least three weeks since i spoke with you last, and yet your words resound in my ears. not necessarily the outstanding content, although it does come to mind every now and then when i examine the way in which i run my life, but rather the deliberate complete assurance of your every thought.
everything you said was deliberate and well planned. which i believe is where our greatest difference lies.
your speech is like a song. if i were to write down the words that issued from your mouth, like a carefully crafted symphony it would be ready to send to the studio and be mass produced and sold to the public. no editor needed.
whereas the average person treats speech as a way to throw ideas out there into the open. it is the first of many verbal rough drafts before an idea is formulated in such a way that can be printed on paper, and mass produced.
or at least that is how my speech works.
i understand there are consequences to every aspect of life. and to say i do not think at all before i speak would be a lie. one cannot express exactly what is on their mind at any given moment of any given day. it would be rather dangerous to live in that manner.
regardless, i miss the deliberateness of your tone, and i could listen to your symphonies for hours.
you asked me last time we were together if you bored me, because you often talked about yourself as an example to your point.
i hope this gives a more clear answer to the question than what stumbled helplessly lost out of my mouth that night friend.
